College life

I feel like I'm ready for the college life but then again I'm not. I think I'm more afraid then anything.. I'm not ready to grow up. Just the fact that its going to be my last official year in high school hurts me. Thinking of becoming an adult is something that I'm looking forward to but then again who wants to grow up? .. At the end of the day I know I just need to suck it up and do what I got to do. I'm ready to fulfill my dreams, from all the years I been going to School Without Walls.. I am going to take all that knowledge with me and make something out of it. I'm ready to step out into the real world on my own. I decided that I am not going to go somewhere far for college I'm going to stay here in Rochester, live with my mom, work so I can save my money and move out when I'm ready. I'm going to go to MCC for two years and go to the culinary program they have their. I heard its a great program and its something that I want to experience. I just hope everything that I dream of now is something that I actually make happen when I get older. I always wanted to have my own restaurant and I pray to god that dream for me comes true.. I feel it and its right there I just have a little more to go. In  my restaurant I'm going to have all types of different foods and especially on the dessert side all kinds of different delicious pastries and desserts. For my restaurant, when customers walk in I want them to feel very welcomed and comfortable. I want a light of bright colors on the walls so the place can look more alive not so much dead looking. The more bright and happy it looks the more positive the environment in my restaurant would turn out to be. This is a huge goal that I am not giving up on and I am determined to make it to the end and pursue having the dream restaurant I always thought of having.